
Thirty years ago this week my wonderful parents welcomed me into the world.
I've been blessed far beyond anything I deserve.
I have always loved my Birthday. It is my special day....
But this one coming up has been especially hard for me....
God I am turning 30!
Last week I had a major melt down,
sorta like a mid-life or as one of my friends put it a quarter-life crisis!!
I am a failure!!!
I am trying my hardest to pull myself out of this rut and face the inevitable.
THURSDAY
Two days away... and I will be 30 like it or not.
So as I say good-bye to my 20's and hello to my 30's
I'm looking for the silver linings.
Here's what I could come up with.
There is no real rhyme or reason to the list,
just ramblings of a soon to be 30-year-old
SCATTERBRAIN!!!
1. God is still good... and still God!
2. Hopefully all of my stupid young mistakes are out of the way.
3. I have a wonderful boyfriend that I love very much... he would do anything for me!
4. I'm finally at an age where I realize its important to take care of me.
5. I can officially be annoyed at teenagers.
6. I am one year closer to Menopause and the end of periods!
7. I can stop dreading turning 30... It's done!!!
8.I'm a freaking awesome crafter and I will only get better.
9. That nagging self image problem gets a little better every year.
10. I hope that the added years will make it easier to forgive and forget.
11. I am blessed with family and friends who love me even though I am a 30-year-old.
12. I get to share my Birthday with my Grandma (I was born on her Birthday) and my little sister EmiLee was born 9 years later on the 25th of June.
13. I am one year closer to senior citizen's discounts.
14. I can begin to appreciate the saying "age ain't nothing but a number!"
15. I can still pass for 25!!!
16. I am learning to live in the moment and take on one day at a time.
17. I have 10 more years to prepare for 40.
18. I can eat whatever I want for the week... or the month.... or the year.... of my Birthday and use the excuse, "I'm 30! I need comfort food!
19. I have incredible stories and memories from each decade of my life.
20.I can indulge in retail therapy. More so then I did in my 20's!
21. Toys I played with as a kid are retro and back in style. (Care Bears and Transformers to name a few) And yes I did play with Transformers!
22. I am not giving up my juvenile viewing or music listening habits.
23. The maximum heart rate during exercise is now lower.
24. I can go to bed before 10:00pm and blame it on being "old."
25. Another milestone.... I think it is time for tattoo number 4!
26. I understand and accept that nothing is given to you in life, everything is earned.
27. I have master the "f*ck off face" but I am trying to use it less and less!
28. I'm conquering my fear of Trigaphobia... (I actually think this word is made up) It's the fear of turning thirty.
29. I am confident that if I had to, I could change a tire.
30. I have 5 years to plan my Presidential campaign! =)
It is GREAT to be turning 30.... Now if I could just believe it!!!